Books by Amy Duggar King

Holy Disruptor by Amy Duggar King

Shattering the Shiny Facade by Getting Louder with the Truth (Zondervan, 2025). My #1 bestselling memoir. Read a free chapter, pick a format, and stay a while.

#1 in three Amazon categories: Christian Families, Biographies & Memoirs, Parenting & Relationships. 8,000+ ratings on Goodreads · Hardcover, e-book and audiobook read by me. Honorable mention, Religion News Service Top Religion & Spirituality Books of 2025.

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Why I wrote Holy Disruptor: I wrote the book I wish I had

For years, I knew something was wrong and didn’t have the language to say it out loud. I had the feeling first, that quiet, persistent knowing that something in my family, my faith or my relationships wasn’t right. But I didn’t have the words. So I stayed silent, the way I’d been taught to.

This book is what happened when I finally found the words. And if you’re reading this, I think part of you has been looking for them too.

Inside the book: look inside

Behind the shiny facade: growing up close to a strict religious world, finding my own voice, and reclaiming who I am through healing and faith.

What it’s about

My story behind the shiny facade: growing up close to a strict religious world, finding my own voice, and reclaiming who I am through healing and faith.

Who it’s for

Anyone who wants to be free of dysfunctional families, toxic situations or cycles of abuse, and anyone rebuilding after control, dysfunction or loss.

The audiobook

I recorded it myself. If you’d rather hear the story in my voice, start there.

From Chapter One, “Quiet was the rule”

There’s a kind of silence that gets handed down through families like an heirloom. You learn it before you learn your own name. You learn it the way you learn to breathe, without anyone teaching you, until one day you realize how shallow the breaths are.

For most of my life, I thought being good meant being quiet. I thought love meant keeping the peace. I thought faith meant not asking the questions that made everyone uncomfortable at the dinner table. I was wrong about all three.

This book is what happened when I finally asked the questions out loud.

Read a full chapter free: Chapter Fifteen, “Famy”, as a PDF. No signup, no strings. Read the free chapter

Get Holy Disruptor: pick the format that fits

Hardcover for the highlighter people. E-book for the late-night readers. Audiobook for the long drives, and yes, I recorded it myself.

Hard copy

E-book

Audio

Or ask for it at your local bookstore. ISBN 978-0-310-36995-0.

What readers are saying about Holy Disruptor

  • #1 Christian Families (Amazon · 2025)
  • #1 Biographies & Memoirs (Amazon · 2025)
  • #1 Parenting & Relationships (Amazon · 2025)
  • 8,000+ Reader ratings (Goodreads)
  • HM Top Religion & Spirituality Books of 2025 (Religion News Service · Honorable Mention)
  • Top 15 Audible · Christian Family, a year after launch (Audible · Oct 2026)

Amy tells her story with honesty and grace.

Casondra Radford, Goodreads review · October 2025

Her reflections on generational trauma and abuse are touching and authentic.

Andi W, Goodreads review · October 2025

Amy was the perfect narrator to tell her own account.

Stephanie Gonter, Goodreads review · October 2025 · audiobook

Her writing is really well done and more evolved than I had expected.

Andrea, Goodreads review · November 2025

Easy to read and really admire her for telling her own story.

Vermonica, Apple Books review · October 2025

The book was so well written and really opened my eyes.

lmm324, Apple Books review · October 2025

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Holy Disruptor in the news

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The next door: the LOUDER app

The book is one door. LOUDER is the next: the process I used to rebuild, now an app for anyone. Six structured stages. 365 formations of change. It starts with a free five-question quiz that shows how you lean.

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Read with me: free devotionals on YouVersion

Five free reading plans on the YouVersion Bible App that walk through the same ground as the book: Rest in the Storm (7 days) · Facing the Truth of Pain (5 days) · Inviting Jesus into the Mess (5 days) · God’s Voice vs. the Crowd (5 days) · Lies We Believe (5 days).

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Holy Disruptor FAQ

Is Holy Disruptor a memoir?

Yes. Holy Disruptor: Shattering the Shiny Facade by Getting Louder with the Truth is my memoir, published by Zondervan in 2025.

What is Holy Disruptor about?

My journey of healing, faith and reclaiming who I am: growing up close to a strict religious world, finding my own voice, and setting boundaries to break cycles of generational trauma.

Do I need to have watched 19 Kids and Counting or Shiny Happy People first?

No. The book stands on its own. If you’re curious about the public history behind it, my About page walks through it year by year.

Who reads the audiobook?

I do. I recorded the audiobook myself.

Where can I buy Holy Disruptor?

Hardcover and Kindle on Amazon, the e-book on Apple Books, the audiobook on Audible, and at bookstores. All the links are in the formats section above.

Is there a free chapter?

Yes. Chapter Fifteen, “Famy”, is free as a PDF. No signup needed, though I’ll also send it to you with my letters if you’d like.

Can I get a signed copy?

Yes, two ways. Premiere Collectibles offers a hardcover signed on a bookplate with a certificate of authenticity (it sells out, so check back if it’s gone). Or bring your copy to one of my events and I’ll sign it in person. See my Speaking page for where I’ll be.

Is there a discussion guide for book clubs or churches?

Not yet. If your group is reading Holy Disruptor together, email Hello@amyduggarking.com and we’ll help with group copies.

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Letters from Amy: start with a free chapter

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